i ventured to find meaning

 I ventured to find meaning, pouring out my 

light to look out for unknown, I wandered

with a torch, looking all around, and

sometimes even on backside.

Meaning is an abstract thing, evades me

 when in my grasp. I prostrated before it,

I tried to publish, I tried to hold and then

felt it melt, then I ran towards it 

but found myself rooted.

Meaning, more than hope, is a wild wild thing.